oh. this was so - heart-breaking. ;_;

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"It doesn't have to be now," she explained. "I need a when, not an if. I can't wait forever."

i really love this line.

and this:

Twenty years of friendship and hope and love distilled into two words - it meant everything and nothing all at the same time.

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you really broke my heart with this beautiful fic. ;_;

&hearts